Thursday, 13 March 2008

• dAMN.. WHY CANT U STOP RINGING???????????

   

  I wish the alarm bells in my head would just stop ringing. Everytime it rings, it's an indication. That i'll do something that stop my parents's hearts. They would just look at me as if i've sprout another head.

  Last time it happened, i

  1. Took a course that no one in the family thought i would
  2. Bungy jumped
  3. Went on a totally random trip
  4. Bought many many many stuff
  5. Agreed to be in a relationship w someone i dun really like
  6. Got new hairstyle (a few times.. )
  7. Almost hooked up w someone over the net
  8. Made decision to study in another land
  9. Tried to drink myself senseless but to no avail

  Today, it hit me again. Randomly. Wasn't feeling all that great these few weeks after coming back from kl. I miss kl terribly. Not sure why... Feelings so bleak, u just wanna curl up and cry or scream or vent it all out..

  Instead, i went and did something i never tot i would do.  Just to stop the alarm bells in my head. I registered for some International Student Volunteer program. it allows me to get out from Oz and go to other places in the world that needs volunteers. Third world countries. Some places where no even electric is available.

  The only sad thing is,

  THE ALARM NEVER STOP RINGING.

  fcuk.

   

   

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