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dAMN.. WHY CANT U STOP RINGING???????????

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 09:20:03 GMT

I wish the alarm bells in my head would just stop ringing. Everytime it rings, it's an indication. That i'll do something that stop my parents's hearts. They would just look at me as if i've sprout another head.

Last time it happened, i

Took a course that no one in the family thought i would
Bungy jumped
Went on a totally random trip
Bought many many many stuff
Agreed to be in a relationship w someone i dun really like
Got new hairstyle (a few times.. )
Almost hooked up w someone over the net
Made decision to study in another land
Tried to drink myself senseless but to no avail

Today, it hit me again. Randomly. Wasn't feeling all that great these few weeks after coming back from kl. I miss kl terribly. Not sure why... Feelings so bleak, u just wanna curl up and cry or scream or vent it all out..

Instead, i went and did something i never tot i would do. Just to stop the alarm bells in my head. I registered for some International Student Volunteer program. it allows me to get out from Oz and go to other places in the world that needs volunteers. Third world countries. Some places where no even electric is available.

The only sad thing is,

THE ALARM NEVER STOP RINGING.

fcuk.

i hate making decisions...

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 09:20:59 GMT

Finally, i have some free time to type some words. Just came from from an awesome and fabulous ~~but hectic trip~~ from Sydney. Yep, Im back on good ol' Brissie now. Yay!!!!!!!!!

The Sydney trip was more like a food trip than anything else. We binge ate our way through the whole trip with chocolates and stuff. This is a big news and surprise thingy for moi's frens cuz they know Im not that much of a sweet-stuff/food person. Mardi Gras parade was such an eye opener and awesome!!Will update more about the trip once i get the pics from Donna.

Been moving and packing stuff in my room today. Bloody tired. So, i guess that's all for this post.

XOXO.

Monday, February 25, 2008

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 09:27:35 GMT

Black.snow.AngelzDemon is back in good old Brissie. Back to the laid-back lifestyle where the daily routine consists of goin to da U, cook, hanging out with frens, work and all the basic stuff.

Heading to Sydney this wednesday, so updates on yours truly trip to Kingdom of Bahrain, Turkey and Sydney will be done as soon as possible, depending on yours truly's mood and time.

Dun dislike me for that. Hehe.....

XOXO.

1 more day to Xmas, 8 days to year 2008 and 13 days to touching Malaysian ground.

Sun, 23 Dec 2007 11:34:49 GMT

To go or not to go?

Since semester started sometime in july, I've been goin out a lot, like any regular youth. Just to chill out, hang out with frens and other reasons why youths go clubbing. Maybe it's because of that, I dun have any mood left to club anymore. I think my last clubbing scene was at Fridays Nightclub, some three or four weeks ago. Im not sure.

My clubbing kakis in Brissie - Navvi, Linggesh and Donna

Groupie Pic 1 of the Night

Groupie Pic 2

Resident Mr Blur -Meng

I swear, Calvin's fave quote is "Tak ajak!"

Calvin-Meng-Donna-Lava-Rachel-Navvi-Linggesh

Miss U heaps, Linggesh!!!!

First time meeting Jessie, Mei tian's fren (gal no 2 from right). Ps- Mei tien is tipsy as usual. Haha.

So, the problem now is to check out a new pub or listen to my body, that's telling me to pack it in, enjoy a good read before tuckin in early tonight? Tough decision, I say.

i heart Timbaland's Apologize.

Fri, 21 Dec 2007 14:39:40 GMT

IF I COULD HAVE THESE....

If i believe in Santa, I would have long lists of xmas wishes.

I prolly will behave and do good deeds in order to make sure that my wishes will come true.

Iwill prolly always be at my window, looking out for a flying sleigh pulled by red-nosed raindeers and a bif, fat jolly man.

Too bad, I've outgrown this particular fantasy.

But, it doesnt hurt to still have a xmas wishes list.

I would love to have

Brand new laptop
Sony Ericsson Walkman HP
All expenses paid shopping spree
Guess watch
My all-time jacket from Adidas
Christina Aguilera's perfume
Good books to read
Boyfriend
Pressies from everyone
winning lottery or jackpot =)

For Xmas this year.

And, Me wants everyone to be healthy and happy.

Merry Xmas, ppl.

Friday, December 14, 2007

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 10:44:30 GMT

I dunno what to feel. I dun even have the words to describe the boredom that drowns me.

I miss my frens and kaki's who have gone back, leaving me alone. ~~Damn U~~.

I hate the fact that some frens are hain the time of their life holidaying while Im not.

I dislike that fact that some frens are working while Im not.

And I absolutely loathe those who are in the Jingle-Bells jolly freakin mood cuz Im so Not.

And I quote,

“It was almost Christmas time; there I stood in another line
trying to buy that last gift or two, not really in the Christmas mood.”

I miss u, all my women and men!!!!!!!!!!! *sobs*

Time to get serious

Thu, 22 Nov 2007 12:55:05 GMT

As the panda said it, bimbotic show with eye-catching stars.

Gossip Girl is good entertaiment if one wants to check out the fashion, the dramas and the beautiful ppl. Actually, it's more like the remake of The O.C. Yours truly thinks both shows have the same producer or something. Instead of being in Newport, we are now being transported to the busy Manhattan’s Upper East Side world, in yous truly beloved city, The Big Apple a.k.a New York.

Personally, the book is better. But still...

On the other hand, Yours Truly is happy to say that she finally has time to indulge in quiet moments and read. Went into Borders empty-handed but came out with books and lighter purse.

Now, yours truly love to indulge on a good read at a nice comfty seat in a cafe enjoyin a cuppa full of caffiene. A totally relaxing way to pass time after clubbing.

Killing me softly.

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 07:30:36 GMT

Do u realize that when u want to get over something or when u want something to happen, time moves real slow??

It's as if Time wants to torture u.

And in this case, time wants me to pull my hair and scream like a banshee cuz there's still around 20 more hours to my last paper.

Not that i have finished studying, in fact i still have 5 more chappies to go. T___T

It's just that i have no more energy left to deal with the lecture notes and textbooks.

I was in a perfectly good shape (I think) to face my papers in the beginning cuz it's one day after the other. The adrenalin is still pumping through my veins.

The really sad part is, yours truly had a 10 day break in between the second and last paper. Who doesnt loose interest?

I rather have it all near to each other and be done with it than having long breaks. Even tho there's not enough time to study.

No benefits for me. I am a procrastinator. I dun start early. Hell, i just started flipping through notes on tuesday.

My head's gonna combust soon!!!!!!!

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 02:52:31 GMT

ALL NEW?? Yeah, right.

*snorts*

When u said, all new season of CSI:NY, do u mean season 4 or what???

Cuz, the episode u so proudly started was haflway in season 3!!

Mind u, giving false info through the tv to the whole nation is just bloody wrong.

Or, u din even realize??

Gee, are u smarter than a 5th grader or what?

Or, we have different definitions for the word?

Wonder which is which.......Hmmmm.........

On the other hand, hapPee belated Bday to Linggesh, Yuting and Ali. Awsome parteh, u guys!

The Skeleton-Bloody Mary- Pirate/Queen of Swords

Guess Who *Ahem Ahem Donna*-Rachel-Lava

Linggesh-Moi

I cant be killed since Im already Dead. Or, u guys wanna vanquish me?

Bloody Mary-Vamp Boy

And, a hapeee 20th Bday to u, Jimmy Choo!!!!!!! Hehe.. When's the party huh?

Jim-YoursTruly-Linggesh-Navi

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Tue, 16 Oct 2007 01:05:32 GMT

Life's been busy with -

Assignments

Exams that are coming up

Work

Hanging out sessions

Taking pics

Goin to events/clubs/birthday parties and dinners

And,

Being Facebooked.

Enuf said.