I wish the alarm bells in my head would just stop ringing. Everytime it rings, it's an indication. That i'll do something that stop my parents's hearts. They would just look at me as if i've sprout another head.

Last time it happened, i

1. Took a course that no one in the family thought i would
2. Bungy jumped
3. Went on a totally random trip
4. Bought many many many stuff
5. Agreed to be in a relationship w someone i dun really like
6. Got new hairstyle (a few times.. )
7. Almost hooked up w someone over the net
8. Made decision to study in another land
9. Tried to drink myself senseless but to no avail

Today, it hit me again. Randomly. Wasn't feeling all that great these few weeks after coming back from kl. I miss kl terribly. Not sure why... Feelings so bleak, u just wanna curl up and cry or scream or vent it all out..

Instead, i went and did something i never tot i would do.  Just to stop the alarm bells in my head. I registered for some International Student Volunteer program. it allows me to get out from Oz and go to other places in the world that needs volunteers. Third world countries. Some places where no even electric is available.

The only sad thing is,

THE ALARM NEVER STOP RINGING.

fcuk.

Black.snow.AngelzDemon is back in good old Brissie. Back to the laid-back lifestyle where the daily routine consists of goin to da U, cook, hanging out with frens, work and all the basic stuff.

Heading to Sydney this wednesday, so updates on yours truly trip to Kingdom of Bahrain, Turkey and Sydney will be done as soon as possible, depending on yours truly's mood and time.

Dun dislike me for that. Hehe.....

XOXO.

IF I COULD HAVE THESE....

If i believe in Santa, I would have long lists of xmas wishes.

I prolly will behave and do good deeds in order to make sure that my wishes will come true.

Iwill prolly always be at my window, looking out for a flying sleigh pulled by red-nosed raindeers and a bif, fat jolly man.

Too bad, I've outgrown this particular fantasy.

But, it doesnt hurt to still have a xmas wishes list.

I would love to have

1. Brand new laptop
2. Sony Ericsson Walkman HP
3. All expenses paid shopping spree
4. Guess watch
5. My all-time jacket from Adidas
6. Christina Aguilera's perfume
7. Good books to read
8. Boyfriend
9. Pressies from everyone
10. winning lottery or jackpot =)

For Xmas this year.

And, Me wants everyone to be healthy and happy.

Merry Xmas, ppl.